Betrayal

The thing is why do people not honest with other people that they cannot do things in their way.

These people should be honest that we cannot do it and this or that problem is there.

Now I’m understanding that there should only be a professional relationship with two people. No need to say something, no need to do something for the other people, no need to trust other people.

If there will be feelings, like any kind of feelings, you will lose your rationality.

Let’s not lose your logical self by indulging in the feelings in the professional space and live peacefully.

Let’s do our work professionally and live alone and no need to make friends.

A leader is always alone and now I understand why.

Let’s live at peace and I’m letting go of these feelings as people lied to me and now I cannot trust them.

Fake People

I am feeling so hurt and betrayed by these people who pretended that they cared for me and my success but it was a lie.

I’m so hurt. I want to cry. I want to scream. I want to hide. I want to run away. I never want to see these people ever in my life.

I just want to work on myself.

Now I’m feeling angry.

Why do people lie to me? These people should do things officially and should not disturb anyone.

I’m feeling sleepy… I want to sleep but I’m going to the office to face these people and I want to ask them and want to see emotions.

Nothing is scary when people lie on your face.

My Life Right Now

Do you know how hard it is to live at a house where you’re not loved but abused emotionally and psychologically?

When people don’t see the physical scars, they think that everything is alright.

I’m just counting days and days everyday.

I get scared every day every second.

I don’t know I’ll be alive or not..

I hope I get out one day.

I hope I live one more day..

I don’t know when I’ll be free but I want to be alive.

I don’t want to die.

I get scared of these abusers who are living in my house.

I get scared of their smiling faces and mocking behaviour.

I hope I’ll get out of this hell alive..

#VictimFeelings

In a mess

Long time ago a family of five lived in a house near the Ganbo River bank, somewhere in Australia. It was rumored that noises of quarrels were heard almost daily. Sometimes it was their little boy yelling , sometimes the girls and most of the time it was the wife. The three old men who […]

In a mess

In a mess (2)

Jenna and Annabelle were friends till fifth grade. After that Jenna hand her parents moved to new Zealand because of her father’s business affairs. She was married to her childhood love and Anna’s best friend Mathew. The three of them shared a closet at school and collected paintings , shiny stones and other interesting things […]

In a mess (2)

Backstabbing

You know when people pretend to respect you but in reality they want to see you go down in life. I’m seeing this person happy because he is thinking that I’m going to be unsuccessful but the truth is this person cannot hurt me.

This was this person’s own decision to hurt me but my future will depend on my decisions. And I will not let another person destroy my life.

Now when I’m watching drama, I’m learning that people pretend that they are on other people’s sides and they deceive them.

I don’t want to destroy anyone but people can and want to destroy me.

I read somewhere that I’ll get to know someone’s true intentions and now I know!

I am just relaxed kind of!

I knew that that person had no good intentions for me but it still hurt and I didn’t know I’ll get to see this person’s true colours so early.

I hope I’ll get out of this person’s life and this place as soon as possible.

I just know one thing and that is that I love myself. ❤️😍🥰🤩

Child is an Investment!

Can you imagine your family giving you cold shoulder because you refused to give money for the sibling’s wedding..

My father gave me a receipt of how much money he gave me during this month including mobile phone, car oil, car petrol, directly giving me money…

It’s painful..

I was thinking of giving them money and buying them clothes.. I’m so hurt.

They thought of me as an investment and I’m not returning it, they are treating me like this.. I’m hurt.. I’m very very hurt.

I feel like I’m living in a stranger’s home and it’s not my parents’s house.

I’m very hurt and sad..

How can these people think like this?

I want to cry but I am at my job right now and I cannot even cry…

When my siblings hurt me, these people were silent and now when I’m returning this hurt, they are blaming me.

My Secret Fairy

Introduction I used to be very shy when I was little. All my relatives loved pinching my cheeks and carrying me in their laps. They all called me the white fairy as I had a very light skin complexion in my family. The people of the subcontinent after being ruled for many generations by the […]

My Secret Fairy

Cage

I can see other people taking behind my back…

We all try so hard to work and provide for our family…

When family betrays you and takes advantage of of you…you don’t want to give any penny, second, affection to them..because they don’t deserve you

When you’re free from a cage, you realize the value of freedom.. you want to achieve and work for that freedom and don’t want to be in a cage again..

And you know..

All of you can do it and free yourselves from people who tried to put you in a cage.