Doll Complex/Syndrome

I don’t know why but parents have doll Complex

When they like their children, they will play with them like dolls

When they don’t like them, they throw their children into shelves like dolls

Parents want us to be silent like dolls

But

We speak

We speak against these abuses

Some children become dolls to get attention and love of parents and feel a void and push people away when in a relationship

Some children don’t become dolls and they are thrown away and these children get into emotionally unavailable relationships

Isn’t it funny

I’m into the second category

I was always into relationships which were emotionally unavailable

I used to get so much involved into a relationship that I had to die to tell the other person to look at me

Maybe I wanted to be a doll for the other person in a relationship… I was scared too that other person will want to be a doll.. I tried to run away from relationships…

I don’t want to be doll to anyone..

I want to be a human

I have wrote it down…

It feels good

My ears are hurting

I should take a break

I am scared of being alone with myself..

I’m scared of myself being alone..

That’s why I try to be busy as much as possible so that I cannot think of the problems I’m in…

It is the escape route..

But you know..

You cannot run away in reality if you don’t try to run away in reality..

Of course it helps you being in a good mental health and it is saving you

But try to work hard so that you can run away from these problems

I learned so much today about what old people think and feel that I didn’t know before..

The problem is that old people don’t speak their mind or emotions and they want to turn their children into dolls who they can play with and never accept their mistakes..

It feels good to write it down..

When old people were young they tried to do everything they could but when they grow old they want younger people to get to their level..

You people are crying that our parents were bad and our relatives were not good but still doing the same to your children and younger people..

Where is the difference????????

EVERYONE WANTS TO HAVE DOLLS..

When will people stop doing this?

When will this cycle end?

I want to end this cycle in my family..

I don’t want to be a doll and don’t want other people to become dolls..

I hope I’ll be successful in the future..

BEST OF LUCK FOR ME

Goodnight ❤️