Violence against Women in Pakistan

These people are filth and trash…
Then they say that we are good people.
Are these people men?
Are these people Muslims?
Are these people humans?
Are these people filth?
Are these people trash?
Are these people have XY chromosome?
Can these people control their testosterone?
I think XY chromosome people are not at all safe in this country.
This is what we are showing to everyone that we men, Muslims,humans,XY chromosome having testosterone cannot control our own ghatiya tareen zalalat and bakwas…
These people are bastards roaming around streets and now saari awaam chup rahay ge kyun k ghar ka mamla ho ya na ho ham ny XY chromosome ko protect Karna hai…

When do we fall into slump?

I feel like I don’t want to do anything I don’t want to listen to anyone I don’t want to look at anyone I just want to be alone alone with me because these people around me are trying control me that’s why I don’t want to do anything. Everyone around me is trying to push me away so that I cannot ever stand up and do my w

TRANS and Non-Binary RIGHTS

In our country, trans and non-binary people are treated very badly at their homes, schools, colleges, universities and work places. These people are discriminated just because they don’t fit into your kind of binary gender or sexuality and you people start abusing these innocent people. Such people are killed or forced to adopt binary gendered […]

TRANS and Non-Binary RIGHTS

ABUSE

I’m sick and tired of everyone telling me to do this and that. I’m sick and tired of life. I’m sick and tired of my family. I’m sick and tired of everyone wanting to control me. I’m sick and tired of everyone. Why is my life hell? Why do I want to die? Why can’t somebody understand me? Why can’t somebody ask me if I’m alright? If I need anything? Are you okay? How was your day? Everyone. Everyone is just being controlling. My headache is not going away. This is emotional and physical abuse. I’m tired of everyone. I want to die. I don’t want to live anymore. This life sucks. I don’t want to live anymore

Doll Complex/Syndrome

I don’t know why but parents have doll Complex

When they like their children, they will play with them like dolls

When they don’t like them, they throw their children into shelves like dolls

Parents want us to be silent like dolls

But

We speak

We speak against these abuses

Some children become dolls to get attention and love of parents and feel a void and push people away when in a relationship

Some children don’t become dolls and they are thrown away and these children get into emotionally unavailable relationships

Isn’t it funny

I’m into the second category

I was always into relationships which were emotionally unavailable

I used to get so much involved into a relationship that I had to die to tell the other person to look at me

Maybe I wanted to be a doll for the other person in a relationship… I was scared too that other person will want to be a doll.. I tried to run away from relationships…

I don’t want to be doll to anyone..

I want to be a human

I have wrote it down…

It feels good

My ears are hurting

I should take a break

I am scared of being alone with myself..

I’m scared of myself being alone..

That’s why I try to be busy as much as possible so that I cannot think of the problems I’m in…

It is the escape route..

But you know..

You cannot run away in reality if you don’t try to run away in reality..

Of course it helps you being in a good mental health and it is saving you

But try to work hard so that you can run away from these problems

I learned so much today about what old people think and feel that I didn’t know before..

The problem is that old people don’t speak their mind or emotions and they want to turn their children into dolls who they can play with and never accept their mistakes..

It feels good to write it down..

When old people were young they tried to do everything they could but when they grow old they want younger people to get to their level..

You people are crying that our parents were bad and our relatives were not good but still doing the same to your children and younger people..

Where is the difference????????

EVERYONE WANTS TO HAVE DOLLS..

When will people stop doing this?

When will this cycle end?

I want to end this cycle in my family..

I don’t want to be a doll and don’t want other people to become dolls..

I hope I’ll be successful in the future..

BEST OF LUCK FOR ME

Goodnight ❤️

I’m so happy

Don’t know why

Took antiallergics

It’s okay

I’m feeling good

It’s okay it happens

Men’s Irresponsibility

Why do men are irresponsible regarding sexual intercourses…

Why can’t men think and being careful about their semen discharges..

Why do persons with vagina get scared with pregnancy and person with penises are roaming without any care??

Sexual education is very necessary in this thing…

Just because you have a penis, it doesn’t mean you can violate other people’s rights..

A Hateful Diary

Seriously I hate these people so so much… How dare they talk behind my back???

Parents let other control and manipulate their children..

Why are they called parents so that they can take care of their child…

I hate it so much that these people are like so called siblings or so called family..

I hate the word family…

People justify domestic violence seriously…

I’m living in 21st century..

I cannot believe it…

I hate this culture…

I’ll get out of this culture…

Never going to come back in this culture…

NEVER…

Let’s see what happens…

I want to see their children growing up and let’s see how their rules change because of their children..

I hate these people so so much..

This is very very suffocating

Thank God I took a shower…

Feeling much much much better right now…

I don’t know why women are going through such difficulties because of these men…

History should change right now..

We women and lgbqt are tired of men…

Please let men go..

These men cannot protect you.. they are not brave enough to protect you..they cannot give you money..

I didn’t know my sister who is an educated person would justify domestic violence and child labour..

I don’t know how I’m living with these people..

I can only imagine myself out of this place..

I just want to get outside…

I would never be in the same place as I’m living right now..

It’s okay.. It will be alright.. You can be alright..

I’ll and I can live and I can get out..

You just need to be patient nothing else ..

And

YOU CAN DO IT…

When you will get outside of this place, you will remember and you will be happy as now you know this is not your place.

I’M PROUD OF YOU..

“A letter received from a domestic violence surviver”

My mom’s eyes are so pretty

My father has insulted my mom in front of their children and my mom said nothing…

I felt as my mom has been immunised by his insults as this person’s behaviour didn’t change as my mom is living with my father for so long..

I felt like my mom has left that little hope that my father will be a good respectable husband..

I’m seeing how toxic this family culture is…

My mom had a broken family..

Mother being divorced, father being a womaniser..

I think that’s why my mom didn’t rebel against my father because she was scared of being a part of broken family..

I think that’s why we never realized that we were into a toxic family culture.. We always thought we were a happy family but now that we are all grown up adults, we can see that our mother is being dehumanised and disrespected and disregarded by our father…

My father never celebrated my mother’s birthday..

He forgets all his children’s birthdays but celebrated his own birthday…

Isn’t he selfish???

I think I’m trying to throw all those memories..

Let’s hope for the best

There is one more person in our family who is a manipulator a big big manipulator…

Let’s hope for the best…

MY MOM’S EYES ARE PRETTY

Very very very pretty

I just hope that my mom lives her best life

I just want her to give happiness..

I don’t know but let’s see…